MOM AND DAD

I have a strange life I mean hahaha
coz u know my life is different with others

from elementary school or Kindergarten until college
I have my own style world
elementary school until college I always live without parents i mean
but my parents actually often come to see me.. to see their family
i know my parents very love our family
because my parents always work for us
always buy anything for us
they always want us feel enough
i like i like i like
and i'm proud to have parents like them

i love u mom and dad
i know ur meaning
i know u always worry if i sick
i know u always think about me
i just can not make u dissapointed
so i can do anything just for u mom and dad


i LOVE U SO MUCH MOMMY AND DADDY

i have my own dream
i'm shy if i tell my dreams on this blog ...


1...i want to drive my car
i have a car,.,but i still afraid if i drive in this city
cause i know this is not my city... i have a few family ,,,
and the solution i want to have an extraclass later...

2...i want to expert in music
the solution is i want to have an extraclass to

3... i want to be able ride a bicycle
the solution is i have to buy it,and practise it

4....i want to have an extraclass in english
so i can practise my english

ehhe


yapp that's my plan in aprilll
wish me luck yahh

and i can go for another dreams :D


lucky me,,'bismillah :D

untittle love story

I Have a soft heart...
dont know why,, maybe cause exactly.. i'm woman haahaa


i know i have done a lot of mistakes
i have done a lot of regrets
those are maybe cause by my mind
my mind is very weak, i'm childish i know

i just have a lots of dream
my dream is so high ,,,,
very high i know
i just want to have a boyfriend.
just imagine, he will be love me
he will be do romantic things
he never let me go
he always beside me
but all of that is only MY IMAGINATION
it's very very absolutely just fiction
there isn't man that can do that things for me

why the man does only like beautiful woman???
why why why?
why the man does only do everything in starting,but in the ending he throws the woman?
why the man does only think about they self,not about woman's heart?
i'm just very sad,
i'm just tired being like this

i know i'm ugly
i know i'm stupid
i know i'm so unlucky


but i'm proud to be myself like this
although there isn't man can love me
it's never mind
i have my own
i just get pray someday There is a man can accept me like this
hahaa


amin

MY FUCKING DIARY TODAY AND THE LAST*I DO

I'm confusing


i understand that tomorrow i have an examm
so i must prepare ,,
but i can concentrate...
ohh shit

i just pray and talk to my self

how can????//
i just want to pass this

i just want the best but i dont do anything shiiittttt
please dong may,,,
dmna2 if u want the best u must do more from another all right??
bukan slight from another

i cant manage my feeling
i want to manage my feeling
MY SUPERFUCKING FEELING SHIITT OH SHITT,,,JUST WANT BREAK THE GLASS


please God give me power to PASS THIS

i want do not just saying or writting ..


.... bismillaaaaahh



and i dont want to hate people that make me like this i just pray to God, and let the God reply ,,,