MOM AND DAD

I have a strange life I mean hahaha
coz u know my life is different with others

from elementary school or Kindergarten until college
I have my own style world
elementary school until college I always live without parents i mean
but my parents actually often come to see me.. to see their family
i know my parents very love our family
because my parents always work for us
always buy anything for us
they always want us feel enough
i like i like i like
and i'm proud to have parents like them

i love u mom and dad
i know ur meaning
i know u always worry if i sick
i know u always think about me
i just can not make u dissapointed
so i can do anything just for u mom and dad


i LOVE U SO MUCH MOMMY AND DADDY

i have my own dream
i'm shy if i tell my dreams on this blog ...


1...i want to drive my car
i have a car,.,but i still afraid if i drive in this city
cause i know this is not my city... i have a few family ,,,
and the solution i want to have an extraclass later...

2...i want to expert in music
the solution is i want to have an extraclass to

3... i want to be able ride a bicycle
the solution is i have to buy it,and practise it

4....i want to have an extraclass in english
so i can practise my english

ehhe


yapp that's my plan in aprilll
wish me luck yahh

and i can go for another dreams :D


lucky me,,'bismillah :D

untittle love story

I Have a soft heart...
dont know why,, maybe cause exactly.. i'm woman haahaa


i know i have done a lot of mistakes
i have done a lot of regrets
those are maybe cause by my mind
my mind is very weak, i'm childish i know

i just have a lots of dream
my dream is so high ,,,,
very high i know
i just want to have a boyfriend.
just imagine, he will be love me
he will be do romantic things
he never let me go
he always beside me
but all of that is only MY IMAGINATION
it's very very absolutely just fiction
there isn't man that can do that things for me

why the man does only like beautiful woman???
why why why?
why the man does only do everything in starting,but in the ending he throws the woman?
why the man does only think about they self,not about woman's heart?
i'm just very sad,
i'm just tired being like this

i know i'm ugly
i know i'm stupid
i know i'm so unlucky


but i'm proud to be myself like this
although there isn't man can love me
it's never mind
i have my own
i just get pray someday There is a man can accept me like this
hahaa


amin

MY FUCKING DIARY TODAY AND THE LAST*I DO

I'm confusing


i understand that tomorrow i have an examm
so i must prepare ,,
but i can concentrate...
ohh shit

i just pray and talk to my self

how can????//
i just want to pass this

i just want the best but i dont do anything shiiittttt
please dong may,,,
dmna2 if u want the best u must do more from another all right??
bukan slight from another

i cant manage my feeling
i want to manage my feeling
MY SUPERFUCKING FEELING SHIITT OH SHITT,,,JUST WANT BREAK THE GLASS


please God give me power to PASS THIS

i want do not just saying or writting ..


.... bismillaaaaahh



and i dont want to hate people that make me like this i just pray to God, and let the God reply ,,,

TODAY MY FUCKING DIARY DAMN .:>:[

just forget all the things that can hurt you ,,, open new life right???


there are still lots of the things that u HAVE TO DO ...
you must remember that ,,

ok ?
many people have a special thing,how about you? do u have any? and the answer is absolutely NO...YOU DONT HAVE ANYTHING SPECIAL IN YOUR LIFE,
coz of that u must to be special or have an ability that can make u be special than another :D


just do and do
and feel LUCKY COZ GOD ALWAYS BESIDE YOU



Fine...
there is many that i can do ...
but i'm confusing to chose which one?
I WISH I COULD
I WANNA DO THE BEST THAT I CAN DO


BISMILLAH

geje banget

“untuk AYAH tercinta”

Sedalam laut, seluas langit

cinta selalu tak bisa diukur

begitulah ayah mengurai waktu

meneteskan keringat dan rindunya

untukku

Waktu memang tak akrab

denganku dan ayah

tapi di dalam buku gambarku

tak pernah ada duka atau badai

hanya sederet sketsa

tentang aku, ayah dan tawa

yang selalu bersama

PUTUS CINTA… sudah biasa…
PUTUS URAT NADI… mati perlahan
PUTUS REM… matilah kita…

my heart says

hampa..
melow..
lemah bangettt..

g tauu gmna cara ngerubah perassaan ini
g tahan lagi..
sedih banget
g kuat ,,
ya ALLAH tolongg sari.. :(

Pura2 kuatt :( padahall gg kuat ...
g tahan lagi
cukupp nyakitinnya ...
cukupp ya ,...
mungkin berpisah memang lebih baikk :)


sakitt bgt .
hhheee
Life must goon maya:D



dia terlalu indah untukmu














dia terlalu sempurna
sebaiknya maya berkaca dulu
maya benahi diri maya dulu ok?








maya bertekat untuk sendiri sekarang ...
i'm dying
ga mau disakitin lagi..

trauma hhe :)

you !!! it's my feel

You did it again
You did hurt my heart
I don’t know how many times

You... I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down

You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side

You.. You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
You.. Successfully tore myheart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you

You frustated me with this love
I’ve been trying to understand
You know i’m trying i’m trying

You.. I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
And now you let me down

you !!!

You did it again
You did hurt my heart
I don’t know how many times

You… I don’t know what to stay
You’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down

You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side

You.. You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
You.. Successfully tore myheart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you

You frustated me with this love
I’ve been trying to understand
You know i’m trying i’m trying

You.. I don’t know
what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
And now you let me down

KESENDIRIANKU

knapa ya aku slalu merasa sendri????
Ya Allah sari sedihhh ,,
sedihhh bangett



mungkin ini cobaan engkau buat sari ya Allah supaya sari kuat
Papa juga slalu sendiri,,,
mama juga
udahh maya,,
gg usah dipikirin


walaupunn g ada yang ngerti
g ada yg mau nemenin
g ada tempat mengadu

tapi ada Allah di atas sana
Beliau tauu apa yang maya rasain
beliau maha pengasihh
beliau melihatt
beliauuuu tersenyum apabila maya bisa melewati cobaan ini


ya Allah,,apapun akan sari lakukan demi Engkau

Sari rela ya Allah sendiriann
hanya untuk berjihad di jalanmuu
Ya Allah berikan sari temann yang membawa dan menuntun sari ke jalan yang benar
yang selalu mengingatkann

adakah teman seperti itu??
sebenernya gg harus punya temen yg seperti ituu,,itu terlalu sempurna buat sari
mungkin dia tdak mau berteman sama org ky sarii

Sari tau ya Allah sari gg pantes ditemenin
Gpp ya Allah walaupun sari sendirian,,sari yakin Engkau slalu disamping sari ...
Engkauuuu slalu menemani sarii


I LOVE ALLAH SWT